Day Three and I'm not as Fat

I lost 5 pounds in 2 days! Now I know that is not really the case. I've just lost water weight but...it sure feels good and empowering to stand on the scale and see a number I haven't seen in 2 years. Yesterday went OK. I'm not feeling the "tons of energy" everyone else talks about. I do know that I'm really toxic with all the cheese, meat and wine. The headaches are a little torture too and I'm sure that's from the non-coffe-which-I-love-mornings. This weekend will be tough. It has to be the nicest weekend in SF all year. It's fricken' 80 degrees and sunny out. How can I not be on a patio drinking rose? I actually don't know what to do with myself AND hubby and I are pouring at a block party tomorrow with a bunch of great restaurants participating. That will be really hard. Still, I'm pushing through and really want to lose the weight so big picture of me looking really fat is on the fridge. I keep telling myself JUST DO IT!